I feel so bummed
Well as though I was not already overwhelmed, I'm still battling awful stomach pain that no doctor seems to be worried about, two periods a month, and I caught a cold yesterday. I was supposed to follow up on identity theft protection for myself today but I could barely process anything. My mind and body just feels awful and rundown. I have not wanted to eat anything, so I've been drinking liquids the past couple days mainly. Ooo, and a few cookies.
And to put the icing on the cake---I have been dumped by my boyfriend of almost three years. It would have been three years in a couple weeks. It's really hard to feel motivated to start school at the end of this month. Everything is just very surreal, maybe it's the Benadryl exaggerating this as well. My ex-boyfriend's car was stolen a few days ago, inside it was something special I had sewn for him when I realized I had fallen in love. Funny how it disappeared around the time I realized something was drastically wrong with us. Blah.
I hope this time around things go smoother because I need to focus on school. I don't mind being alone luckily, it's just a bummer to be randomly told 'your too much of a routine.' I don't like being compared to work or sleep--in fact I thought my personality was about the opposite. But he's got a lot on his plate, and I think he may be going through a patch of depression. And he's going to be my friend no matter what. I just have to shake myself a little bit out of the funk that is covering my excitement to finally start school.
Thanks again for thoughts and suggestions from people I've spoken to and a couple I haven't spoken directly to..
Cupcakes will do fine when I can finally eat some normal food first lapetitepoire :)
Lotus42,propinecone,Meggs I can't imagine if I spent another two years in this... I'll be around quietly pouting hehe.
(((((((((HUGS)))))))))) Hope you are feeling better today Beanthai! Here are some virtual cupcakes for you!
http://i168.photobucket.com/albums/u183/cupcakessssss/CupcakeMosaic.jpg
Capture you are so cool. Post some virtual chocolate--all the fun and no guilt!!
Well as though I was not already overwhelmed, I'm still battling awful stomach pain that no doctor seems to be worried about, two periods a month, and I caught a cold yesterday. I was supposed to follow up on identity theft protection for myself today but I could barely process anything. My mind and body just feels awful and rundown. I have not wanted to eat anything, so I've been drinking liquids the past couple days mainly. Ooo, and a few cookies.
And to put the icing on the cake---I have been dumped by my boyfriend of almost three years. It would have been three years in a couple weeks. It's really hard to feel motivated to start school at the end of this month. Everything is just very surreal, maybe it's the Benadryl exaggerating this as well. My ex-boyfriend's car was stolen a few days ago, inside it was something special I had sewn for him when I realized I had fallen in love. Funny how it disappeared around the time I realized something was drastically wrong with us. Blah.
Came back on line to give you big hugs! I am so sorry about your boyfriend and hopefully when you start back at school, wonderful and amazing things will start to happen for you.
As for two periods a months, I lived a long time with that. Heavy flow on both (both lasting about 7 days). My sister has endometriosis so they checked me with a laparoscopy and I also have endometriosis.
Going on the pill none stop for a couple of years hugely helped. No breaks. I didn't do three weeks on, one week off. I just continually took them. None the less, the pill in general hugely helped because my current doctor didn't like me not having a period so stopped the continual thing.
I am peri-menopausal now and have a period about every 7 to 9 months so not an issue. Stopped taking the pill but is was very helpful in stopping the two periods a month. Helped with cramps as well.
Wishing you all the best now and when you get back to school.
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