long day and im not tired yet.
im still awake b/c of drinking some diet dr pepper (was craving it yesterday while at walmart, after i get done with it im going to go without pop and only drink water soymilk or juice). learned today not to give merrick (my son) fruit loops. he was sooo hyper, he was running around until his bath and bed at 8. im trying to wind down by listening to josh groban's awake cd. watched tonites epi of trading spouses earlier and the straight mom kinda pissed me off when she said that the other mom's birth defect was being gay :o this is kinda how merrick's dad was. he thought that i would be with a girl only once or a few times. im bi but b/c of my ex im kinda questioning my sexuality. i dont know if its b/c i was sexually harassed by a guy i had seen at my old middle and high schools or if its b/c i used to look at my dad's old playboy and hustler mags (when i was like 10 yrs old or under). i know my mom is ok with it b/c she told me so about 4 to 6 yrs ago when i was trying to see what the xtra features were on my brithney spears cd my brother bought me for christmas, my dad i wont come out to b/c he would probbably disow me (his dad was gay and thats y hes a homophobe). i finally got the vegan starter kit from peta. i was surprised at some of the actors/actresses that are vegan/vegetarian. i mean i knew that pam anderson and alicia silverstone were. ive decided that after i get a job and move out of here that merrick and i are going to be vegans. when i have the custody thing sorted out with his dad he can be vegan with me and whatever with his dad. btw my real name is actually jenny. i got my s/n from a power rangers character (same with my son's name). im into unusual names. ok i think im going to stop now, lol. :D getting a little silly now. sry so long and nite all.
Hi Karone04. I'm having one of those nights as well, lots of long meandering thoughts that just lead strangely into others. I won't post mine though, (no one would read them :-X ), but thanks for sharing yours (gave me something else to think about).