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I wish...

i wish i could eat like a normal person.

i'll eat super duper healthy for like a week and then start bingeing again. like a few weeks ago my diet mainly consisted of fruits and i was perfectly fine. i loved it. then for some reason, the past two weeks, i havent even seen a fruit. all i do is binge and think about food.

recently they're getting way worse. before i'd eat normally all day and then binge around dinner time. for the past week, though, i binge for every meal! ugh i hate it.  :'(

what do you all wish for?

i wish it was may 28th

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when I read this, I thought you were talking about a 4MB memory chip...

<--- obviously sucked into modern technology's ways, but I love the 20's.

I never looked at the abbreviation of my name like that before...that's HILARIOUS :-D Can you tell I'm not real computer savvy :o Yes, the 20's-50's were a more gentler time ;)

4 Mega isn't much memory...sounds about like what I've got in my head!  :D

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i wish my dad wasn't on medication. i wish we could go back to when we were a happy family. i wish i was happy. i wish i didnt cry so much every time i came home.

someone please make this better

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I wish I could help VH.

I wish we could afford a little getaway; even overnight would help. That translation money is coming but I have 3 places to use every penny already and "fun" isn't on the list.

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I wish I could help VH.

I wish we could afford a little getaway; even overnight would help. That translation money is coming but I have 3 places to use every penny already and "fun" isn't on the list.

Correct me if I'm wrong.. You, VH, Courth, Fufu, and I are moving to Spain! :)

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yes i wish i could move to spain. i wanna get the fuck away from here

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no i call dibs on VH she is coming to cali!

VH... my dad makes me feel awful and upset every time i see/ talk to him, so for now i don't see or talk to him... just cause they are your family doesn't mean you have to go through that kind of mental abuse... my dad makes me feel awful about myself and can't let go of the past, he's toxic and i have enough stress in my life and don't need more for the time being...

do what makes you happy <3

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vh and amy ~
I don't speak to my father either.  Some people aren't worth it.  Love to you both!

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vh and amy ~
I don't speak to my father either.  Some people aren't worth it.  Love to you both!

<3 LLG

but ya he is your father and you will always love him for that, that doesn't mean you have to have a relationship with him if it hurts you

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I wish I wasn't so cranky, I feel like throwing my head through a wall.

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llg and amy- <3 thanks guys! it's not that he does it on purpose, but he'll take a nap and think it's later than it actually is and take his medicine when he's not supposed to which makes him wig out. it wouldn't be so bad if it was the first time he's done it but he's done it a lot. and he ets mad when my mom tries to regulate it for him. and the worst part is i dont even think he remembers anything that happened yesterday.

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I wish I wasn't so cranky, I feel like throwing my head through a wall.

Overarm or underarm? And how could you see to throw it if you took it off?

(Sorry...cricket season does that to me... :D)

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I haven't spoken to my brother in almost 6 years. It hurts so much to think about him and when I was trying to see him and "fix" things. I finally had to let things go. I spent so long being hurt/angry/scared/betrayed, but I realized I was using up my own positive energy with my relationship with him. I finally had to cut the relationship off, and that was so difficult for me. We grew up together, and now I've not spoken to him for almost a quarter of my life. It's also difficult because my parents are always on my ass that I need to try to patch things up with him and blah blah blah, but it's not their choice and it's not their pain. It's driven a huge wedge in my family.

Anyway, it helps me to realize I'm not alone with family struggles, and neither are any of you. It's not our fault that some families don't always mesh. Hugs.

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yeah you're definitely not alone. i'm sorry that you've been so hurt but i'm glad you're doing whats best for you <3

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I had to cut all ties with my family 18 years ago in order to be a person and preserve my life. Their patterns of abuse, blame and passive agression nearly drove me insane, literally. I miss having a family but that one nearly did for me. And now I am the one to blame because I left, according to my brother's ex. Ah well. Unfortunately, DH's family never really considered me part of the group either...so it's hard. But as we say in Spain, better alone than in bad company.

I may be a difficult person, that's true.  ::)

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yabbit, that takes courage! i often want to just run away to another part of the world to escape it all, but i can't. some day, though

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i wish i was in nz and a part of the group that recieved all that delicious food from oww.

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i wish i was in nz and a part of the group that recieved all that delicious food from oww.

THIS. I've never been to NZ but I think it must be my spiritual home.

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i wish starbucks vegan fraps had no calories and were as healthy as water... i could drink those all day everyday!

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i wish i was in nz and a part of the group that recieved all that delicious food from oww.

THIS. I've never been to NZ but I think it must be my spiritual home.

Double THIS.

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